when my dreams (finally) come true

yesterday i had an english singing competition in "Concerto" event. i don't expect to move to the next round (final) because another competitor singing very very much well than me. so i just comeback home and take a rest because i'm not in a really good condition. but in the evening, i read the SMS that i'm one of the three finalist and the songs that the finalist have to sing tomorrow is confirmed on the same page of the short message. there are 5 hard songs that i do not have idea about the lyrics and the tone itself. for a view moments i just don't think it's real. but then i realize, ok, God has show me the way, and i have to keep moving, with all the support that i've received from all of my friends and my familiy, especially one of my older sister, @dinda_bird :*
the day of final is coming. i just can't think clearly do i have to keep moving?? because i just learned the song less than 0ne night ! and the song i choose was i have nothing by whitney houston. i keep practicing as much as i can, and keep thingking that this is a change, that i've been chosen to be one of the finalist is really "something" that i can't just let go off.
my friends gathered around to support me, and i don't want make them disappointed. but on the stage, i forgot some lyrics ! because the nervousness and again, it's less than one night. but i try to keep calm, just to make it end beautifully and not giving up in a middle of the song. and finally i can sing it till the end, and the judges said that i'm much better than tomorrow. and finally the winner announced, and i'm the 1st winner for this singing competition. my hand and my body all are shaken. i cannot believe it, but i have to believe it :)
from this bless, i realize that i have to be more appreciate myself that i can do something. it's just about what were you thingking. if u think you can, then you can do it ! and the champion is not always the 1st winner, so do not be afraid to trying something. fight the fear is the best thing i ever felt from the competition :')

special thanks to : Allah SWT, my beloved parents, SUPER JUNIOR,

@dinda_bird eonni, Ayu Sekar Wulan, Ade YP, big mommy diny, yasmin, desti, didik, ulfa, ika hyung, sister in law anti, rohadi, ibnu, mumtaz, desti, nurindah, ummi, tagor, azni (congrats for the 1st winner of essay competition), infoning, raida, SQ Community, and for all that give me your support and pray, thank you very very much, neomu neomu kamshamnida, arigato gozaimasu, hatur nuhun, matur nuwun, love you all... it means so much to me... saranghae :')